The hardship of friendship.

this is the first time I've ever cancel an appointment.
not a formal ones though, its a trip to Bali with my fellow buddies.
I know that I made mistake by hiding the truth from my bestfriend.
But why does this really get him mad?
He has loads people who he thinks are fun accompany him.
Like, it won't be really matter if I don't go.
The reasons why I cancel it are : my school starts on Monday (we gotta go on Saturday which is 2 days before), the trip will be for 5 days long (will cost lost money ofc), I don't really into the people who join in, my mom doesn't allow me, etc.
I tried to tell those all but guess what? He didn't listen and keep pushing me to go.
is that what you call friend?
I've been disappointed by you and your buddies but did I ever mad on twitter? Did I show it to you? No! because I knew how precious my friends are.
But then you? Will you ever listen to what I say? Well, mostly not right?
It clearly shows how immature you are!
If you want to end this up, go ahead, I won't mind!
Just don't try to think turning back time and regret it later.
I won't listen twice!!

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New Phone in progress

As I've promised before, here I'm with bunch of stories to tell.
I was about to post about someone I almost in love with and currently stays as friend but, it isn't necessary though.
Let's talk about phone.
I'm thinking to buy a blackberry torch 9800, the red ones though.
But, it's all about pride.
you know, 3 of my cousins are getting the same phone.
Gosh, I thought I was gonna be the coolest ones when we meet up.
Then I came up with an idea to buy an iPhone or Samsung galaxy tab.
I told Yaya bouddit but then she said "Oh, Hell No!! Remember the BBM."
And I was like "OMG. I forgot the point!"
So I had no choice besides to buy the cursed blackberry torch 9800.
But I persisted to buy the red ones because its still on the top.
LMAO, big family feuds.
That's Indonesian, its all about the pride.
I asked my friend boud his phone (I mean the type) and he gave me a link to a picture.
It was an old nokia phone with no colours!
I was so ashamed...... u,u

confession

To whoever invited blog, they're perfectly brilliant!
This thing really gets me addictive and helps releasing stress
Though someday people could trace mine and laugh at it but who cares.
I don't really trust someone to share with.
People r too sellfish to be lied on.
I do love my friends, just haven't get the right person to become my real bff.
Some r using me for their own benefits while the rest r boring or get lost contact.
Honestly, I don't need people to read my blogs.
I just need a place to blow my madness boud life.
This thing also helps me to watch my improvements in english.
And by the way, I got loads things to share today but guess it isn't the right time to tell it off.
I try to sleep but my stomach hurts so much!
Someone also quite bothers me lately.
its a guy actually.
you know, flirting and stuffs.
I'll tell ya later on tomorrow........!
Nighty night everyone ;)