I can never hold grudges.

Like what my former friend has said that she has never held grudges, then so do I.
Even so, she can't stop hating me (I guess?)
She kept askin me why the hell did I hate her, but I can never tell.
This kind of thing is so offensive to be discussed.
The reason why I started to lose my feelings on her (friendship feeling btw) was because she started to act like crap.
Showin off things like shes the best.
I know that we shud be someone who has a good self-confidence but this is too much.
Sayin things like you got followed by lotsa singers eventhough you didn't expect it is a bullshit.
For me, I'd like to say 'it drives me crazy!'
Or if you do feel nothing, please stop sayin this and that which made you look like ure about to expload by happiness.
Those bullshit won't work on me.
You said you wanted to do a duet with me yet you asked me to join your band as a violinist.
Gosh, like I do know your friends, huh?
But it was okay, at the end I did apologize to you ryt?
Then you just ignored it.
And as the time passed, I hope you realized what you've just done to make me hate you but then I was wrong.
You seem to get more annoyin than before.
Idk how did you read my timeline, considerin the fact that I own a private page but if you did feel offended by my tweets then stop your habit!
screwin ppl who got into the top 5 of a talent competition, like hello?
you're not goin anywhere by doin that!
gettin into the big 5 proves that she got the talent, the quality, so you don't have to be jealous.
everyone born with their own destiny, what we shud do is to work harder to become someone we wanna be.
If you wanna be like her, why don'cha try to join a competition and show your talent?
Months ago, I responded to a comment on one of my youtube vids.
There, I said that I was vocally trained since the age of 5.
Days later, I found out that she tried to offend me by postin an insultin tweet.
She said I cant even sing because I ran of breath a lot while singing.
I was like wtf??
I did never insult her talents like that.
She thought I was bein perky by showin off my singing talent (or maybe she was jealous by my vid's view number?)
Sorry Miss, but if you don't like the way Im talkin, why doncha see yourself? ha!
You shud realize that you did the same thing, your selfishness had successfully made me hate you!
Now that you said I ran out of breathe like hell, you, yourself admitted that youre now experiencing the same problem with me.
And it was because you started to be a smoker again.
When you were with me, you said that smookin is just a way to damage the lungs but now? take that bitch!
I knew it! I knew that you new friends r good enough to make you change!
I love the old you!!! SO MUCH!
However, as we shouldn't carry those pain from the past, I will just let things go with the flow.
I won't hold grudge against you.
you were my very good friend.
And I dont want B to see us feudin like this.
Mianhae yo onnie.

Thanks to this blog!

I went to a birthday party last night.
Not to mention that it was totally boring but yes it was.
I got to meet bunch of my former school's mates.
They seemed to get a bit annoyin since the last time I met them.
I didn't know if it was only me or anythin but I felt a bit pissed by their doings.
I won't mind if someone took my ugly pose pics but please, when I say 'you should delete that, then just do it'
I never force anyone to keep their ugly pics, so y shud you forced me?
It was fine if ya took it for 1-2 times but it seemed like you love to make joke of me by takin it frequently.
Like, is there any other object rather than me?
If I meant to ruin the party I could just say F off but I knew, its no use.
they kept askin y didn't I get heat up, like who did this to me?
Textin doesnt mean an-social.
And shud I really respond to all the jokes even if that makes me sick?
Or shud I just make ya shut up?
Call me thats funny and lemme hit ya.
I know how to tell jokes, but when I realize that my jokes r goin a lil bit far, I stopped.
I feel like I have to stop meetin them.
I ain't something embrassing that you can make fun of everytime.
And hell yeah, I hate friends who love to break my things down.
Stop stepping on other's foot!
Thanks for destroying my precious shoes.

a boring evening.

Came here with no idea in mind.
Since I have nothing to do this evening, I will just let my fingers tap the screen as I fill this blog up.
I really want to talk boud my hidden lover, Mr. Aamir Khan.
I knew that this aint right (to talk about my 45-years-young affair) and since I have noone to read my blog so lets just jump into another topic.
Aha! I got a topic!
Lets talk about something excited to lighten the mood up.
And the topic is... goin to BALI!
If God bless me enough to make this thing happens, this gonna be my first happiest holiday in the last 7 years.
My last trip was when I went to the states with my family.
Ah, I hope those gold moments could be repeated.
Got lotsa things in my mind lately.
First, I have to choose between Korea and shopping plus iPhone.
Second, it was between shopping and 2PM+Taio Cruz's concert.
And the last (and I guess this aint gon be the least) is between taking the Japanese class and gettin extra money for Bali.
Money does rule the world, doesnt it?
or is it just the matter of choices?
I really want to study abroad yet I cant just let myself abandoning my family.
And I also like to rent a room once I get into an university but then I realize that I should be responsible of my own living expenses.
I cant just live only by depending on my monthly pocket money.
Ya kno, I love saving money.
And if mom asks me to buy foods usin my pocket money like everydaaaaaayy, then how can I save?
I could go nuts!
Then if I still force to rent a room, one thing for sure, I cant use the car to go to school!
Lets just hope my mom would buy me my personal car. (nearly impossible!)
And also I cant take extra classes either.
Ah..jinja!!
Though I may be sufferin a lot by stayin at my parents house (considerin the distance between home and school plus the stoofid rules) but I guess thats gonna be the right choice.
Whaddaya think?

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