Randomness

today I wanna write down a few happy moments happened in this week.
First, my bahasa result got better.
Second, I started to learn how to drive intensively.
Third, I found a song that suits my vocal tone perfectly.
Fourth, got to meet a few people I badly need to be with.
Fifth, I started to put my biggest faith on God.

so everyday is a gift guys. we all blessed by him, thats why we got the chance to keep livin in this world.
no need to be troublesome with our problems.
trust me, he will give ya something bigger after he gave ya troubles.
we just need to overcome the waves.
Stay on the right track guys!

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singing

so, this is gonna be the last post of today.
I first introduced to this world when I was 4.
I used to like impersonating other's singing, some of them was Britney Spears and Teresa Teng.
I aint an english born nor chinese born, my mother language is Bahasa.
My auntie said that she used to let me listen to Teresa Teng's song and suprisingly after times stuckin to the song, I started to sing it!
The pronounciation wasnt right but the melody was right.
And it was also happened to Britneys.
My mom used to buy me VCDs of various singers like Britney, Vengaboys, Steps, Aqua and toybox.
The one I love most was Britneys.
I kept watchin Britneys VCD over and over again.
Then someday my dad caught me singing and dancing to Britneys songs.
Later he found out that I learned those melodies and moves from the VCDs, thats when my so called hell started to begin.
My family, esp my mom, love to force me to sing in front of a lot of people, I also have a documentary video prior to my birthday (but its more into my concerts video).
As time goes by, my mom decided to take me to a singing class near my house.
I had no idea about what was it all about.
I was at the age of 5 at the time.
Since then I continuously entered singing classes.
Ive been into 6 different singing classes but I found it useless as I was forced to do it back then.
I wasnt only involved with singing classes but also with singing competition.
I didnt expect to win any of them but to keep them as experiences.
In 2008, I auditioned for mamamia and managed to be in the top 106.
The judges said that my song wasnt suitable for my age.
I knew they all lied.
But it was a huge experience Ive gotten so far.
I'll learn harder and harder to improve my singing skill.
Hope someday I could becoming a professional singer.
Thats all about my singing 'talent', later on I will share my liking in music instrument.

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blackout

Yesterday my friend told me that she is in a blackout situation.
what worse is she was alone at home, befriended with the barkin sound. (she has doggies tho)
Because yesterday I went out to meet my lil bro and lil stah, I told her that I am lucky to not bein at home.
But then, today when I came back from school, I found out that it was my house's turn!
gaaaaaah.
I ended up watchin dream highs 14th episode via mobile youtube.
aigooo I really love this drama!
It was more alike into my dream.
I mean seriously, Ive been really dreamin boud that whenever I try to close my eyes.
I aint the type who force myself to do something to achieve popularity.
I live my dream because I love it, because I knew that talent was born within me.
Idk, not a lot of ppl appreaciate my talent.
People deserve to judge, they deserve to hate or love me.
But please realize it, don't act like you dont even know me.
And now Im torned into the branches of future.
To be the one who gets overwhelmed with fame for a short period or to be the one who receives success for a long period of time?

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welcome to the life

so here I am again for the 4th post of the day.
since I found that twitter was fun and then got annoyed by its only-140-charas matter, so I came back to where I am from, blogging.
Here, I can say anything I like without have to worry about the characters limit.
today, I aint goin to post those complaining posts only but also the chillin ones.
the good news is...... I GOT A NEW SISTER!!
her name is Alia Najwa Definda.
she was born on February 17th 2011.
Im happy! and I promise to make her look gorgeous while she grows up.
Just watch out everybody!!

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offensive

I'd like to say that God isnt fair but then I kept thinkin that hes fair enough to make me alive.
we all got things that offensive enough to be discussed.
well, y'all shud kno that I'm short and a bit weighted but those arent things that can stop me from dreaming.
some may start to attack me eventhough I didnt even try to pick a fight.
Idk what the hell did their parents have taugh them but absolutely it wasnt the best.
saying things like "you short" on purpose, tryna deflame me like that, seems so wrong.
like wtf? did I do anythin wrong to ya?
just please, by insultin me it means that you have insulted my creator, thats God.
I feel really glad lately to have new besties.
theyre not the type who find that its fine to blow me up.
just love ya!

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my future

since Ive given up on doin my task, I will start postin lotsa posts!
I have no idea to give a topic to this post, but suddenly a thing called future came to mind (just now)
Ive been thinkin to have a boutique in the future.
so yesterday, me and Hani decided to make our boutiques symbol.
something like brand.
Hani decided to have an accessory shop.
we'll do a colaboration in the future for sure.
so far, it looks like Hani does have the same both vision and mission with me.
together, we'll be making and stepping our way to the economic major of UI!yeaaahhh!

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days in high school

hey everyone, its been like years already.
the last time I posted a post here was in 2009.
so here I am in the early 2011!
right now, Im up in the classroom, decided to do a task from the teacher then got annoyed by a group of girls who love to make fuss.
ya kno, its annoyin enough to hear someones singing while ya have to do something important.
like this world is theirs?!
I really wanna say 'f you! ya cant sing so can you stop iritatin my ears?!'
I shud start to bring earphones tomorrow.

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